onelasttime
THE MEMORIES SHALL STAY
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18 Singapore 
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5 Jun 2006
4 Jun 2006
i cant control it.the more i try to not think, the more i think.haha.
i neva tot i would say this but i really miss sec sch.so all sec 4s n 5s pls cherish the times together.
sec1.
wen everything is so simple and innocent.no grudges and biasness.i was like totally introverted.but it was like fine.im happy in my own shell.i also just got to know band music.and music alone provided me enough entertainment and company.i din try to be super sociable but everyone was like got along fine.i missed it so much.
sec2.
ok this is like siao siao yr.had a stupid quarrel over nothing.made me so sad but also made me more mature le.syf with meijun, olivia, sadh and lingying they all.haii.cop la.but at least the bond was there.and it is all that mattered.the prime of band yrs also.prac was totally enjoyable.my one and only band camp so far.had concert PHantaSy.den the super nice farewell at macritchi..i can neva forget the pizza we baked..sobx.there goes lingying's batch.joined council.lets not go there.but the best thing that came out of it was meeting kw, wanyee, caryn, jas, hoiki, tee hao, rachel, alot of nice and capable(and good looking) ppl.Wonder6.
sec3.
the most horrible.another stupid quarrel.my fault again.totally slacked from my studies.hang till very late everyday.band totally sucked.starting to lose the vitality..haii.lost many friends.gained new friends.again aNother learning stage of my life.i think i started changing from here on..into some attention grabbing bastard.i crave for alot of friends.hate it.and of course..my first love.
sec4.
it's just monotonous.mug and study alot.but met yoga.one of the any blessings.i kept wanting to break away frm sec sch.but look who's regretting now.hahs.this stage, learning managing stress and time management.den there's syf.got silver.but the seniors not there to play with us.haii.
actually there's alot more i miss.many small, insignificant stuff..it's kinda useless reminscing now isnt it.
pain
i neva tot i would say this but i really miss sec sch.so all sec 4s n 5s pls cherish the times together.
sec1.
wen everything is so simple and innocent.no grudges and biasness.i was like totally introverted.but it was like fine.im happy in my own shell.i also just got to know band music.and music alone provided me enough entertainment and company.i din try to be super sociable but everyone was like got along fine.i missed it so much.
sec2.
ok this is like siao siao yr.had a stupid quarrel over nothing.made me so sad but also made me more mature le.syf with meijun, olivia, sadh and lingying they all.haii.cop la.but at least the bond was there.and it is all that mattered.the prime of band yrs also.prac was totally enjoyable.my one and only band camp so far.had concert PHantaSy.den the super nice farewell at macritchi..i can neva forget the pizza we baked..sobx.there goes lingying's batch.joined council.lets not go there.but the best thing that came out of it was meeting kw, wanyee, caryn, jas, hoiki, tee hao, rachel, alot of nice and capable(and good looking) ppl.Wonder6.
sec3.
the most horrible.another stupid quarrel.my fault again.totally slacked from my studies.hang till very late everyday.band totally sucked.starting to lose the vitality..haii.lost many friends.gained new friends.again aNother learning stage of my life.i think i started changing from here on..into some attention grabbing bastard.i crave for alot of friends.hate it.and of course..my first love.
sec4.
it's just monotonous.mug and study alot.but met yoga.one of the any blessings.i kept wanting to break away frm sec sch.but look who's regretting now.hahs.this stage, learning managing stress and time management.den there's syf.got silver.but the seniors not there to play with us.haii.
actually there's alot more i miss.many small, insignificant stuff..it's kinda useless reminscing now isnt it.
pain
3 Jun 2006
i feel like changing blog.but like this blog holds alot of memory, i dun feel leaving it.haha.
ok i realized i was too ji dong yest.hehs.the entry's like.but after blogging i felt better.maybe i shud stop withdrawing from anger and start controlling it.
read claudia's blog and she said wat ppl bitch on their blog and it's not pretty.i think she saying me.oh man.i last time not lidat de leh.im just angry all the time and saying out all the unhappiness does help u know.althou it's not good at all.sighs...did i mention how in sch i mould myself to be like my classmate so i can fit in?? that's pathetic la.wat's more pathetic is thati still cant fit in.
anyway.yest went to nyjc concert.den we meet at 630 and bot all the flowers and chocs.den we were like hungry.so we went eat burger king.but no student meal so it's like 6 bucks?! walau.den we cram everything down and rush to the vch.den we were lost la.haha.den we realize alot ppl late n running with us.hilarious.den when we reach, the reserved tix counter very the wols.den we almost din make it.btw we sat circular seat so it's like clear bird's eye view.
den started playing.danse was good.very xciting.i like.esp wen flute and euph play together.rox man.the dynamics very good oso.den american ellergy was err boring.so sori.n the bari begginning out of tune.but chorale's their strength so it was not bad.natonal emblem irritated me.haha.jupitar hyme.i din reali take note cos the emcee say wrong stuff den i oso blur.den 1st suite in E-flAt..2nd movement was slow.3rd was fun.
den went find stupid kw and he's like out of sight.den met meijun, germz and phyllis instead.talked.den saw kw family.bell ring and still no kw.i can feel the choc melting already.haha.den i was like went backstage and saw shirleys(phs and da qiao).den saw goldie also.den finally, he appeared.chuck him the stupid choc.den he dragged us to his family.den took photo(kw, phy and me).cool man.like sec2.haix.........owell.den kw went hit rubbish bin.den after chatting awhile, we went back up.the door was closed again.sianz.den we change seats.took pics.ate fries and coke.cool man.ahah.
2nd half ok la..beauty and beast highlight very nice..clari-fun-key cant reai hear the soloist cos clarinet project down.hot latin like very empty.lack sth leh.den the encore piece was like soundtrack from incredibles.very blasty.
the sax sect was pretty good =)
quite regret nva go nyjc.den i can join the band n be around ppl i used to know! den i wont be so miserable in poly now..well..just have to stick to my decision and go on le..i dunno y i keep making wrong choice about sch la.it's not as if poly is slack de.it's like super bz also.arrrggghhhhhhs..im going there again.i shud stop fantasizing about jc life and start accept my fate.
pain
ok i realized i was too ji dong yest.hehs.the entry's like.but after blogging i felt better.maybe i shud stop withdrawing from anger and start controlling it.
read claudia's blog and she said wat ppl bitch on their blog and it's not pretty.i think she saying me.oh man.i last time not lidat de leh.im just angry all the time and saying out all the unhappiness does help u know.althou it's not good at all.sighs...did i mention how in sch i mould myself to be like my classmate so i can fit in?? that's pathetic la.wat's more pathetic is thati still cant fit in.
anyway.yest went to nyjc concert.den we meet at 630 and bot all the flowers and chocs.den we were like hungry.so we went eat burger king.but no student meal so it's like 6 bucks?! walau.den we cram everything down and rush to the vch.den we were lost la.haha.den we realize alot ppl late n running with us.hilarious.den when we reach, the reserved tix counter very the wols.den we almost din make it.btw we sat circular seat so it's like clear bird's eye view.
den started playing.danse was good.very xciting.i like.esp wen flute and euph play together.rox man.the dynamics very good oso.den american ellergy was err boring.so sori.n the bari begginning out of tune.but chorale's their strength so it was not bad.natonal emblem irritated me.haha.jupitar hyme.i din reali take note cos the emcee say wrong stuff den i oso blur.den 1st suite in E-flAt..2nd movement was slow.3rd was fun.
den went find stupid kw and he's like out of sight.den met meijun, germz and phyllis instead.talked.den saw kw family.bell ring and still no kw.i can feel the choc melting already.haha.den i was like went backstage and saw shirleys(phs and da qiao).den saw goldie also.den finally, he appeared.chuck him the stupid choc.den he dragged us to his family.den took photo(kw, phy and me).cool man.like sec2.haix.........owell.den kw went hit rubbish bin.den after chatting awhile, we went back up.the door was closed again.sianz.den we change seats.took pics.ate fries and coke.cool man.ahah.
2nd half ok la..beauty and beast highlight very nice..clari-fun-key cant reai hear the soloist cos clarinet project down.hot latin like very empty.lack sth leh.den the encore piece was like soundtrack from incredibles.very blasty.
the sax sect was pretty good =)
quite regret nva go nyjc.den i can join the band n be around ppl i used to know! den i wont be so miserable in poly now..well..just have to stick to my decision and go on le..i dunno y i keep making wrong choice about sch la.it's not as if poly is slack de.it's like super bz also.arrrggghhhhhhs..im going there again.i shud stop fantasizing about jc life and start accept my fate.
pain